Join for FREE | Take the Tour Lost Password?
[x]

deviantART

 
About Me Member Emotional Poet blonderocker0018/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 4 Years
Needs Premium Membership
Statistics 16 Deviations
72 Comments
1,550 Pageviews

Newest

Can We Go Back?

Thu Jan 29, 2009, 6:11 PM
I always dwell on the past; it's more a part of me than the present.
I'm on the computer, looking at some old bulletins and journals; they're all about you.
You never leave my mind, but I've learned, over time, to function without you here; so why is it that I find it so hard today?
It's hard every day, but not this much; it's only this hard at night, when I can't control myself. When you consume my dreams. Always.
If you asked me to estimate how much I've cried since that day, infinity wouldn't be enough. I hate crying; especially w3hen it's about you. I always cry because of you. Memories of you.

What happened to me? To us?
Where did you go?
How did we go from being so close,
to being strangers?
What happened?..

You've changed so much.
What happened to you?
What happened to my goofy guy?
You always knew how to make me laugh.
Make me smile.

What happened to my gentlemen?
Who opened my door;
asked to hold my hand.
Where's the guy who stays on the last day of school,
just to help the janitor clean?

Where's my Mr. Perfect?
I miss your kiss
Your embrace;
always made me feel warm.
I belonged in your arms,
and you in mine

I miss your crooked smile,
and your freckles; how they matched mine.
I miss your strength;
I always felt safe with you.

I loved you so much...
I love you so much...
I miss you..So much...

  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: Simon and Garfunkle
  • Reading: My old Journal
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Nothing

deviantID

No deviantID yet.

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Michigan
  • Interests: Reading, writing (poetry), music, and foreign languages
  • Favourite movie: What Dreams May Come
  • Favourite band or musician: 1997, Tatu, Evanescence, Within Temptation, Lake of Tears
  • Favourite genre of music: Heavy metal, punk, techno
  • Favourite artist: Simon and Garfunkle
  • Favourite poet or writer: Edgar Allen Poe
  • Favourite game: *Pick a card*
  • Favourite cartoon character: Gir <333333333
  • Personal Quote: Your mom did the mailman and came out with you
  • Tools of the Trade: Your Mom!!

deviantART Community Board

[x]

Comments


:iconkabiebaby:
Thank you for the fave, love. :heart:

Mind if I ask why you read it?

--
"Be a lion not a kitten." -Thomas Cameron

:heart: Pain and beauty go hand-in-hand. :heart:
Pandora's Box [link]
:iconblonderocker00:
Welcome :tux:

I was browsing poems- I love to read all the different forms and the passion one put's into a piece of writing- and I came across your preview; the preview caught my attention, I pick out words like suicide and death becuase I relate to those words best, and I found myself reading until the preview stopped.
I clicked the link, sucked in to the feelings of the words, and by the end I found my cheeks wet from tears. It was af if you took my deepest feelings of the topic and explained it better than if I'd spent weeks studying my thoughts on this.

--
If only I could find a place to rest
-I'm running in circles
If only I could see the dreams were all I ever had
-I'm falling in circles

..Remember Remember the Fifth of November..
:iconquisit:
Tnx for the watch!! :hug:

--
:frail: Di tanto in tanto noi ci incontreremo, quando ci piacera', nel bel mezzo dell'unica festa che non puo' finire....:frail:
:iconblonderocker00:
Welcome! :tux:

--
If only I could find a place to rest
-I'm running in circles
If only I could see the dreams were all I ever had
-I'm falling in circles

..Remember Remember the Fifth of November..
:icontyrine666:
Hullo there! Thank you very much for the fave! ^_^

--
"When choosing between two evils, I always like to choose the one I’ve never tried before." -- Mae West

-- Pity the dyslexic, agnostic, insomniac; he stays up all night wondering if there is a dog.-- :no:
:iconblonderocker00:
Welcome! :tux:

--
If only I could find a place to rest
-I'm running in circles
If only I could see the dreams were all I ever had
-I'm falling in circles

..Remember Remember the Fifth of November..
:iconeducatedfool89:
very nice writings :)

--
an infatuation it might be,a fool i could have been.
:iconblonderocker00:
Thanksies!
Which was your favorite would you say?

--
If only I could find a place to rest
-I'm running in circles
If only I could see the dreams were all I ever had
-I'm falling in circles

..Remember Remember the Fifth of November..
:iconeducatedfool89:
i love 'STRONG' and "LOVE LASTS FOREVER'.

very emotional. and I feed on those stuff for inspirations lol.

--
an infatuation it might be,a fool i could have been.
:iconblonderocker00:
Thank you very much <3

I was starting to think no one read my work anymore ^^'

I have so many artists on DA hat I use for inspiration; though I haven't posted my work in a while O_o

--
If only I could find a place to rest
-I'm running in circles
If only I could see the dreams were all I ever had
-I'm falling in circles

..Remember Remember the Fifth of November..

Site Map